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Pius Chee
19
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HOPES
to enter a course and uni of my choice
to find a girl of my dreams (haha still dreaming)
to have slack sergeants taking charge
to get out of feeling upset bcos of serving NS
not to kena tekan
not to get confinement
not to do guard duty during weekend
not to get my weekend burned
dun fall sick and miss out training
not to get punished as a soldier
be filthy rich
Slping soon... Finally manage to hoax my brother to bed before i did.. such a big baby even when he is in sec 1. Watched a few
DvDs at home in the noon. I got it from
JB. Pretty nice shows but just quite
fed up that i asked for the sinking of japan and they gave me a show called the world sinks except japan. Kinda crappy just from the title. Haven watch it yet. Gonna watch it soon. Guess i must find myself something to do otherwise my mind is going crazy in thoughts. I guess i am thinking too much. I must seriously stop myself from that.
Haha finally some happy news for me lotsa of angbao $$ for me haha though lesser than last year but still alot haha. Sadly i got nothing that i want to buy. I am currently happy with all the stuffs that i have. So much angbao $$ oso no use only put in the bank lol. Yesterday watched the soccer match of arsenal vs chelsea haiz the gunners lost 1-2 putting up the youth team. I read the papers and they said the first goal by chelsea was offside and there should have been a card for kicking in on baptista. Then terry got kicked in the head by accident it was awful. But no matter what the match was nice to watch but ended in fights. Haiz i wan to watch movies... Sum1 ask me out leh.. Dying at home liao..
Came back froma family dinner with my uncle from my dad side. On the way there i had a heated argument with my dad. Then when we got off the car he said i was being rude to him nowadays. Maybe i was. But he never admits to his own mistakes he will always try to argue out of his way and to make him seems he is always right. Then he said i never treated him like a father and is rude to him and ask me to remeber this day 17th of Feb 2007. I will remeber this day as he is being autocratic and so up to himself. I really felt like leaving the house at that point of time. Since i am leaving under him i have to listen to him. I treat him like a father and i care. That is why i point out his mistakes which i admit maybe harsh sometimes. But he is in the wrong. I guess thats where my younger brother's bad temper and attitude came from. My brother is just like him. Hopeless at times.
Just did some last minute packing of my room. During the packing there were some stuffs which reminded me... Though i keep telling myself to get over it and move on. Though i mentioned that i have straightened out my thoughts the scar is still there. Feels sore and sad about it. Haiz. hope i will not be saying all this again in the coming new year. I gotta move on. Dragged my feet already for so long. I gotta move on and pray it is gonna be better tomorrow.
I just came back from a reunion dinner with my mum's side of family. The food was just normal not really nice. Our dinner was at jumbo seafood restaurant. Maybe because i go there quite often so i don't find it special or find it different to have dinner there. Finally i managed to talk to my sis and gave her some advice on handling relationship problems. How i can be of some help. Quite worrying to see her like that. Haiz... now then i realise she is quite like me she hides everything to herself and wears a mask to face every. However i guessed i finally make her speak out to feel better. Then who can i talk to....
Finally managed to change my blog skin. Just now i
purposely went to offer some help to my sister about changing the blogskin. Then i quickly took down her blog address and went to read her blog. It was freaking shocking!! I really want to help her out though we aren't that close. I want to offer her some advice regarding about her "methods" of handling relationship. But how do i go about telling her. She probably will not listen to me. Haiz.. hoope i can get to her and help her soon really worried..
Just after that blog i went to jog and i straightened out my thoughts gradually for once
FINALLY I felt so much better after i vent everything out on my punching bag (my bed). I definitely felt better i guessed i should have done that long ago. I guess this is the only place where my thoughts will flow freely. It's gettin late going to sleep alrdy. Shall continue editing the blog tomorrow..
